Stay Still.

Last Saturday, four days ago, T@ and G@ left to go live at the Garden of Eden. It was an uneventful experience. We left early to walk B333 on the beach, by the time we got back them and their stuff was not here anymore. Over the last few days I guess some things are […]

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A Slow, Gradual, Decline.

Three weeks later. A lot has happened. Nothing has happened. It occurs to me I might have made B sound like a bit of a bad guy in all this and that’s a little unfair. Very unfair. A lot of the rift between us about stuff could probably just be boiled down to a communication […]

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Is Life Revered?

Maybe it’s a bit tricky to understand the context all that came up during. Or. Maybe understanding the context makes all that make sense. So here’s the part the context gets unpacked, revealed. It gets given in a compact and no fuss form of a pill. Almost quite the same as Candarel. An innocent little […]

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Tired Eyes Slowly Burning.

Card of the day, the nine of swords. Some of the description for this tarot card: “When this card shows up in a reading it is likely that you are being plagued by worry, anxiety and fear.” And. “This card advises us to start confronting our worries and fears. Start taking steps to solve your […]

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Dark Entries.

What’s today? Wednesday? It was a winter solstice a few days ago. It’s very, very cold. Yesterday was not such a good day. It felt like one of the worst yet. I spent a lot of time in my head, and going over some very dark territory. It felt again like a bad trip, like […]

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