Flickering Precariously.

Give it some room. Let It Breathe. Tried to come back to it with fresh eyes. That’s one way to see it. Another way to see it involves the machinery. The machinery of this whole thing slowing down, grinding to a halt. Nothing to say about something that stopped. Sort of like what seems to […]

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Hurt People Hurt.

On stuff that gets stirred up after brief encounters with this or that person. It hasn’t taken very long of having G@ around for things to get complicated. I’m not sure I’ve touched on how things get sometimes involving B and her feelings because of G@ being a little insensitive. Insensitive or whatever you would […]

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Brief Encounters.

About how stuff works that doesn’t involve the physical. And the more entheogenic ideas. And about not being able to claim any victories. The part I left out involves how stupid I feel about that. About how having said anything at all about that I feel like a complete idiot. And maybe if anyone is […]

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Evil Even.

Pen has almost run out of ink. Faithful Pen. Trusted Friend. Can I claim a victory? Yes? No? Maybe? Almost? For the longest while I was leaning towards no. Still am. Well. It’s 03h20 and this is the thing about dreams. Part of what makes it tricky to do that work, the part that involves […]

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Less Flattering Conclusions.

Uncle C got on a plane and disappeared into the great bright blue. He didn’t make much of an effort to say goodbye to us but then, we have been making ourselves scarce. Still, it does make me wonder about our relationship with him. Or where we fit in as far as he is concerned. […]

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I Promise.

News of mom’s condition did eventually make it to the ears of a few other people. The resistance in the first place to sharing that information, at least in part, had to do with how the people who heard the news would react. Especially the bit that involves them then making their way here in […]

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Is Life Revered?

Maybe it’s a bit tricky to understand the context all that came up during. Or. Maybe understanding the context makes all that make sense. So here’s the part the context gets unpacked, revealed. It gets given in a compact and no fuss form of a pill. Almost quite the same as Candarel. An innocent little […]

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Absolutely Nothing.

So by now the path has completely disappeared. It’s amazing how confident of itself it had been. An infinite pattern etched permanently into an uninhabited landscape. Maybe it was for a while back there. But over time and distance it gradually became overgrown. It merged into the surrounding scrub, until eventually it was all but […]

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Part Four.

Part Four; Apr ’17 to Jun ’17 (Autumn). How my folks are doing now that they have retired and uprooted their lives, and how T! and R! are doing at the Garden of Eden. I have the biggest trip I’ve had in a very long while so I spend a lot of time covering that […]

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