Stay with me on this. I think I might be on to something. I’m thinking the thing about hearing the voice, feeling the energy, encountering an entity of something outside of yourself, the degree of authenticity of it, the level of that experience feeling convincing; probably has a lot to do with how much you […]

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Outside In.

Got the phone. Does seem to make things easier. So now I have less of an excuse to delay getting words from here to there. From stuff on a page to stuff on a screen. There were things that carried on evolving, thoughts continued to think their way through. Stuff about stuff. It’s all sorts […]

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Inside Out.

Other stuff. Dreams have been insane. Some interesting correlations between the dreams I have had and the dreams B has had. There is this and that to say about it but nothing concrete to grasp just yet. It’s an area I’d like to see something more come out of. Whether it’s that or whether it’s […]

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Connecting Dots.

A day or two later and I guess you could say the afterglow has faded a little. It occurs to me that on top of not everything being covered some of the stuff that was wasn’t covered completely correctly. I wonder a little at some of the things I said, I wonder at the authenticity […]

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Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra.

At this point I’m about an hour in and David Bowie has ended and I’m not sure how it became an option I had a lot of stuff open on YouTube and one of the videos somewhere in there was for Ravi Shankar: ‘Chants of India’, the album that George Harrison produced. So I went […]

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Hunky Dory.

Putting some effort into getting a fresh batch of ‘shrooms left me with one jar that took forever to fully colonize. It hadn’t even colonized completely when a few ‘shrooms started growing inside the jar. I left it to its own devices not wanting to risk contaminating what was left of the cake by birthing […]

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Strong Medicine.

How are things otherwise? What’s there to see if the bright spotlight of observation is turned completely around, what’s there to see if it shines on me? Where do things sit psychedelics wise, how are things going between B and me? Strangely enough the last time I tried to achieve anything going under the influence […]

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